A loss..
So now I am home from Finland and my fight.
And....I lost. I dont rembere the fight that good exept that he was much stronger then before and got me with really good techniqs. I got in like some knees and a few kicks and some really hard blowes to his head.
He on the other hand got in everything on me. He won fair and squer. I dident have that killer instinct to fight. I was somewhat messed up.
I had my girl there and all but I just couldent do a good fight wich I wanted to.
This was the first time in my life I have had a girlfriend with me to a fight. It is one of my dreams to have that.
Ever since I started muay thai I have thought about it. Like. WOW it would be so awsome to have a girlfriend there with me when I fight and to when for her and just go and hug her and show my skill in this sport. But now, things where diffrently. It was like. Its not so that my club will alow her on every fight in Finland becouse that cost money.
It was just for now this time. And I srcuwed it up.
Then again losing sucks. It will always suck. But I have to think of the posetive ways about this. Done is done and I cant change it. I can now choose betwen geting depprest over this or get stronger by this.
Like my girlfriend said. Everybody lose sometime. Thats right. Even the best like Buakaw Por Pramuk lose sometimes. He lost the Final in K-1 World Max. Thats gona hurt as hell.
And I think I needed a loss. Like a reality check. I am not the best and I gant tae it easy. If I have won this maby I would have lost some other fight becouse I think winning was easy. Its NEVER easy. But maby thats what I thought in the back of my mind.
So from this I will learn that I aint the best and that I need more to be a champion. Its just back to traning again. But it feels hard to go back and train again.
Right now I am back at squer one. And all my training and that. It just feels like I have been wasting my time. I dident beat him even though I had trained every for 2 weeks.
So this for me is a really hard mental blow. But I know that my girl is behind me and thats whats counts in the end. So now just get over this. learn from it. Back to traning and hope I will win next fight. Like. Dont think of this any more. Dont wast my time thinking about it. Now I am going for the next.
And....I lost. I dont rembere the fight that good exept that he was much stronger then before and got me with really good techniqs. I got in like some knees and a few kicks and some really hard blowes to his head.
He on the other hand got in everything on me. He won fair and squer. I dident have that killer instinct to fight. I was somewhat messed up.
I had my girl there and all but I just couldent do a good fight wich I wanted to.
This was the first time in my life I have had a girlfriend with me to a fight. It is one of my dreams to have that.
Ever since I started muay thai I have thought about it. Like. WOW it would be so awsome to have a girlfriend there with me when I fight and to when for her and just go and hug her and show my skill in this sport. But now, things where diffrently. It was like. Its not so that my club will alow her on every fight in Finland becouse that cost money.
It was just for now this time. And I srcuwed it up.
Then again losing sucks. It will always suck. But I have to think of the posetive ways about this. Done is done and I cant change it. I can now choose betwen geting depprest over this or get stronger by this.
Like my girlfriend said. Everybody lose sometime. Thats right. Even the best like Buakaw Por Pramuk lose sometimes. He lost the Final in K-1 World Max. Thats gona hurt as hell.
And I think I needed a loss. Like a reality check. I am not the best and I gant tae it easy. If I have won this maby I would have lost some other fight becouse I think winning was easy. Its NEVER easy. But maby thats what I thought in the back of my mind.
So from this I will learn that I aint the best and that I need more to be a champion. Its just back to traning again. But it feels hard to go back and train again.
Right now I am back at squer one. And all my training and that. It just feels like I have been wasting my time. I dident beat him even though I had trained every for 2 weeks.
So this for me is a really hard mental blow. But I know that my girl is behind me and thats whats counts in the end. So now just get over this. learn from it. Back to traning and hope I will win next fight. Like. Dont think of this any more. Dont wast my time thinking about it. Now I am going for the next.