work..angry..arrghhh
Today I should have gone to my traning.
But no.
I hade to work so late that I dident manged to do that.
That is realy something that pisses me off.
When I cant trine I become frustrated angry and aggro.
My Teacher Peter is maby woudnering where I am.
It feels like I let him down, and I know that if that I dont show up I dont get any fights and I wont make it to the Swedish Championships in mars.
And I alsow know that my body gets weaker. My work is killing me. It makes me feel shit when this happandes and it gets in my way to pursiute my dream. Gah am angry right now at my work.
I should work on friday alsow. I think I will work half the day then split of and traine. I dont know. I feel weak now and I hadent have any time to traine properly.
But no.
I hade to work so late that I dident manged to do that.
That is realy something that pisses me off.
When I cant trine I become frustrated angry and aggro.
My Teacher Peter is maby woudnering where I am.
It feels like I let him down, and I know that if that I dont show up I dont get any fights and I wont make it to the Swedish Championships in mars.
And I alsow know that my body gets weaker. My work is killing me. It makes me feel shit when this happandes and it gets in my way to pursiute my dream. Gah am angry right now at my work.
I should work on friday alsow. I think I will work half the day then split of and traine. I dont know. I feel weak now and I hadent have any time to traine properly.
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